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    Thursday, May 14, 2009
    Sunshine after the rain? 5:33 PM


    I'm glad things came to an understanding and
    My best friend and I are still Best-friends!
    I would say if *People* don't understand
    the situation or anything they should just
    keep their comments to themselves?

    I have been going this place in Changi where
    you get to see planes take-off? Each time
    when I go there I will pin my troubles on
    the wings of those planes . You guys should
    try going there but never-ever go there
    without a car cause seriously you would
    die getting out.

    I guess I've blamed myself enough and I
    suppose It's time I let go the guilt and
    get on with life.




    Nothing is Imperfect,

    Give in to the little imperfect
    and things would be then perfect.


    Taught by Jojo.

    LOLS! I'm saying Jojo like as if he's a
    teacher well, He has been supporting me
    always so yeah! credits to you bro.

    It has been bonding sessions with Xiaomin
    & Phoebe and I tell you , I TOTALLY LOVE IT!

    *My ladies, anyway Phoebe was on the phone*

    Slowly I am picking up the bits
    and pieces left from the aftermath.
    Slowly I am forgiving myself and walking
    back to a place I once called home.
    Slowly the start of another chapter
    in our Friendship.
    Slowly I'm regaining my conscious.

    Slowly.


    P/S : I'm always happy when you are!

    Oh by the way , the previous posts were
    for my friends so don't be crazy!

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    Tuesday, May 5, 2009
    Make me Unbeautiful 10:01 AM

    I deserved everything seriously.
    It was just an expression and I meant
    it seriously . When I blogged yesterday
    I didn't have the least bit of hatred
    please, Why do I hate when I haven't
    even forgiven myself .

    P/S : I deserve your insults.

    I always find it difficult to be "Plastic"
    and once again I seriously feel it's a
    miscommunication & misunderstanding.

    You may not wanna accept my explanation
    feeling disappointed but seriously this
    time I meant well saying that . I used
    "mother-fucking" to express the beyond
    measurements of your Devotion to someone.
    "go get what you deserved" Since I've hurt
    you so much then You should go get what
    you deserved which is more.

    I'm not the least angry with what you've
    said well somehow or rather I really
    deserve it .

    Heartache , Dislocated , Lost

    Anyway I'm moving out of all this.
    Yesterday I met Jojo , another one
    being there 365 for me! unknowingly
    he got dragged into the whole situation
    again.....

    oh shit! I'm gonna be late for school .
    Alright blog again tonight yeah.

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    Monday, May 4, 2009
    Unlock the locked. 5:17 PM



    Soul searching done , reflections reflected.
    Yes, can't deny that after all that's happened
    I asked for it and I seriously deserve it.
    I guess my time management's to be blamed?
    Got friends from clique , Friends from outside
    , Family members , School friends , People
    that can only be met alone ..Etc I failed to
    manage it well , don't dare to express certain
    feelings don't dare to face people don't dare
    to have confidence in myself.

    It's probably all the "don't dares" next come
    the "If onlys" nothing can do . I'm all set
    and ready to move on now that I've got no place
    to reside and heal my injuries anymore
    I need to buckle up?

    Bin ar Bin , Why keep thinking? Why knock
    your head against the wall to stop thinking?
    Why Scratch yourself?

    Why? I seriously don't know.

    It's not my choice to be stepping into
    triangles after triangles . I guess I'm just
    unlucky. All I needed was a pillar to hold
    myself , A someone to not trouble my friends.
    I don't deny that whenever something crops up
    I only have my true friends by my side.

    When Shameful things happened nobody once
    considered my feelings instead of condemning
    my choice. Is that what I really want?

    People just judge me by what others say
    , leaving me with no chance to let others
    see the true side of me. I may seem like as
    if I'm happy but honestly I hardly get to
    express my true feelings. Still , I had the
    3 stars to guide me but now, the light's
    getting dimmer I'm losing my sight.

    P/S : You're one very devoted
    person , go get what you deserved cause
    you deserve the best! ;)


    Alright I'm going out to get some stuffs now!
    I guess blog entries will be more frequent now.

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    Saturday, May 2, 2009
    Long lost, 1:39 PM

    Let me just put it across simply , Life was
    "exciting" for the past month . I can't keep up.


    Betrayed , Back-stabbed and backfired.

    It was our promise and our trust.
    I supposed It's gone now? I'd rather
    you spill things right into my face
    then you blog about it or be so "Plastic"
    with me . Honestly , it hurts me cause
    like I promised you'll always be my best
    buddy. Sadly, Things are about to change.

    I wanna cry out loud so badly I wanna bleed.

    I'm sure you're living life better off without
    me? you no longer messaged me like how you do,
    making it a must to meet everyday? I miss the
    past 4 months , I've tried my ways to salvage it
    and I guess It needs two hands to clap?

    You were different from the norm , to me

    I told myself that one day I must bring
    you to Fish spa? East coast? Sentosa?
    cause I want you to be happy when I am.
    Had been at East Coast recently for the
    past few nights doing the frequent things
    we do trying to pick things up.

    You meant more than what you think you are.

    I guess I'm that fucking liar you labelled
    time after time? I just don't have the courage
    anymore to face us . People come and go but,
    you were never that "people" to me.

    P/S : I thought we promised to work things
    out together?

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