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It is New Year's day today!
Nothing to be happy over , The end of this year
would be the start of another year. Have you ever
wondered how it felt if Time stopped? I haven't.

The previous Eve of a Public Holiday was rotten.
I praying so hard that tonight's Event wouldn't be
such a dread. Yes, I'm currently @ my work place now
And yes , I'm so going to take 2hours off + 1 hour
time-off to attend a family reunion High-tea! I've
been neglecting quite alot of things around me due
to this complex working schedule . Anyway , I guess
the month of January wouldn't be so bad .

Tonight Phoebe's gonna drive and they
Phoebe,XM, Minghao) are gonna come fetch
me from my work place! HOHO! So excited to
be fetch by Phoebe!Xm & I are gonna' crash
Sujatha's Class BBQ held in our estate vicinity
after we dine for "Zi Char" @ some random coffee
shop around Bedok. Yes, A little boring right?
But who cares cause I know I spending time with
the people dear to me .

I'm SUPER-DUPER-UBER Thankful that I just
need to slog for another 1 month!. Honestly ,
I don't really like my job now. People are
really scary , With scenes of people literally
backstabbing eachother . Well of course there
are people here who make my temporary " life "
here not so bad.Still , I miss my friends.

Seriously I guess I really need to work on
not trusting people so soon. After so much
things I've heard about you , I began to doubt
your everything even more. Well , I guess you
can't really Judge A Book By It's Cover . You
lie and lie and lie . I guess It's good-bye?

Val , I guess you're super busy recently and
I miss you FACE! I've got a lot to tell . I
just need to hang out with you really badly!
Give me a ring whenever you're free alright?

P/S : You sound piss with me recently over the
phone .If you're mad @ me , let me know okay?

P/P/S : You're missed badly!

Anyway people , I'm working now
So i will block soon including lots
of new pictures and more topics!

THANKS TO ALL WHO GAVE ME SUPPORT!
Stay tuned to Binblock.blogspot.com!

Labels: what would it be

I wish I'll never get to celebrate Christmas again.
Everyone spent Christmas with their loved ones , close
friends and Family . For me , I did celebrate Christmas
with my family memebers still It was not memorable the
least. Was Really exhausted from work and life , Thought
I could take a chill pill @ The Ktv and I was wrong.

Initially I wanted to just go home and be an emo kid , not
till Geral messaged me about the plan then I still hesitated.
I won't really enjoy myself cause the people there are people
totally way not in my league. I can't clinque with them , we
can't chillax reason being they're much older than me .

Phoebe and Xm asked me out and I was thinking of hanging
out with them but , I thought Cousin pearlyn would be going
so I rejected them . When I was on my way there she said
she couldn't making cause of this and that. Well , I was
somehow prepared so it doesn't matter much.

Reached there about 11plus and the moment I walked in , I
made a phone call asking where were they (Phoebe & Xm )
then I chose to stay cause I don't think I can hang-out with
Ming hao's friends . Lonely Christmas eve , Lonely Christmas.

I actually worked both the eve and the day itself. Tell you ,
I'm in a horrendous mood now . Thankfully I got to slack with
Xm , Francis(He lives in my heart , claimed by himself) , Ziqi
And sharlene? yeah. Xm Bought a bottle of Bacardi Breezer .
I got high not because of the alcoholic level but probably my
mood got me high in top of the 4 Pills of heavy mygraine med
and an empty stomach.

Today , I ventured into my favourite pass time .
Something I enjoyed doing two years ago. Well , I don't love
myself at all . I sick and tired of the departure of friends
I got really attached too . Tell me what's next?

P/S : Pray hard that Bin would feel better soon?

I've got pictures to upload so I would probably blog again
tonight . oh yeah , I don't really give a Fucking shit if
you dislike me being that it's because I smoke , I this ,
I that. If you're so free try fucking yourself?
Thanks to all whose concerns were shown.

Labels: Dreadmas

Gave up on Jteam and interest to do with
the media and having my face caught on Tv.

After so long , they called and yeah sent me
for another audition . Just yesterday I had
the worst Christmas eve ever in my life. Got
chosen for this short scene of the show
' Yi Qie Wan Mei 2 ' . The truth is I'm not
the least happy at all cause I sacrifice my working
hours and rush here and there.

The needed someone to fit in the childhood times
of this character played by 'Li Jian Han'
* yeah who the hell knows him * Well , The everything
went so very smoothly and it was fun experience .

- After The Shoot -

I called Jteam's Jolene and she gave me
a big thrashing . why? MY HAIR. yes! she wanted
my hair to be black but i was like huh? a little
troublesome leh. then I sent her my photo via MMS
and had a 3G conference with her. She said ,
' Your hair not very brown mah , ok la! '
and I reminded her time after time that my
hair is blond.

Fine , i apologised like fuck though it was really
my fault and she still put up that fucked-up vagina
attitude . Cheeze to her man! Next I text her
regarding the pay and stuff cause being a first
-timer what's wrong about enquiring stuffs? Then
she called and she screw me hard again! saying
that She is having her Christmas dinner and why
must I disturb her.

Fullstop , If she thinks she so much of a big pussy
then she should just go find a pumpkin and shove it
up her saggy thingo.

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* If any think that this is me trying to act Emo,
I suggest you never return to my blog . I don't
need to be Emo to want sympathy cause I need
nothing of such. *

That was the first thing that spoiled my mood.
I'm not gonna mention names on the next topic.

It was by chance we met by fate we became friends
and It was by trust we kept it alive. Now , It isn't
gonna' be the same again. you left me ringing & ringing
your cell . when the clock struck 11.59 I was praying
you would call and probably make me day . I was wrong.

You wanted time off , you needed time alone
you wanted to think things through. I say , It's
just a silent way to close this friendship. I'm really
in a devastating mood now. I feel like crying but
tears just don't fall , I wanted to smile but my lips
just isn't listening . All I can think of is to trust
in the art of the blade again. I've lost my everything
in dreaming of being someone on Tv , I've lost the only
way to do Mr Chiam proud , I've lost my own thinking ,
I've lost friends after friends. I wish my brother and
I to be closer but God defies my prayers now , I've lost
you and I think enough is enough.

I need physical pain to remove this emotional pain
in me .

you left without a trace without a word without a text.
You disappeared after no receiving any messages from you
It's not that i don't trust you but things shown forbids
my trust to rest in your actions . I don't wanna live
I hate Christmas and I hate new year.

If by people wishing me Happy new year , my 'new year'
wouldn't be so happy I rather they keep their wishes
to themselves.

I'm not alone I know But , knowing isn't enough
to convince this mental conscious of mine. I'm not
feeling all so fucked-up because of your departure
but , I can't handle tons of blows at me without
notice. I'm lost , I'm sad , I'm depressed.

Give me time to snap out of it.
I will be myself soon.

P/S : This pain is no longer bearable

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There are many things on my mind now .
I can't be completely ok immediately
meanwhile the fake mask of mine will play
the fake me .

Merry X'mas ,
. My loved one , friends , readers.

Labels: I will cut myself tonight

Another day in town .
I bet Xiaomin's sick of town LOLS.

I was supposed to meet the pork @ TM
to get my lanyard and wax then go splurge
my wealth at the "Pasa Malam" , 85 market.

Then Francis called , asking the pork to help
him get the Cd from Gramaphone .

- Plan changed -

Meet the Pork @ City Hall MRT then head down .

PORK : Hey where you?

Bin : I Just got off the train , at the Transit now

PORk : I waiting for you leh , where you?

Bin : I don't see you .

PORK : I'm at the "towards Marina " one

Bin : WTF? We're going to Town you know.

PORK : Huh? Correct what?!

This is how a 5(A) Student displays her Bimbotic-ness.
I was like Stunned , Xiaomin ? like this? Anyway, If
it wasn't for her , I would be dead already *Boredom*

P/S : Thanks Pork for making time for me and
handling my periods. =)!

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WORK! It's Sunday now.
In about 3hours , I've got to wake up for work!
Just because I wanna go Sentosa and Toadie (Garrick)
is only available on Tuesday , I changed my schedule
with Justin .

By right : Tuesday , Thursday , Saturday.

Now : Monday , Wednesday , Thursday , Saturday.

I'm Happy cause I get to work more then ,Getting
Mommy a 'High-end' product would be much accomplished !

P/S : Justin , If you got any day you can't work
let me know . Thanks!

I'm currently looking for another part-time job
so , Let me know if you got any 'Lobangs' .

*Gene , It's never too late.*

Labels: never

Yet another roller-coaster ride for me.
Well readers I'm ain't sure what to blog
about first , the good? or the Bad?

I guess the bad first .



The bad news is , I didn't win in the
'National Design Competition' . I'm not
so bothered over the cash money I would win
but more on the Certificate that would widen
the choices of my course to be taken in Poly.

I cried , Bitterly .

WHY?

I felt I've utterly let down Mr. Chiam
He put in more effort that I did and for me
to win the competition would be an honour to
him . I want Mr. Chiam to be a Respectable
teacher in the whole of Singapore. I want to
repay SO BADLY! HE never gave up on me , NEVER.

Each time I get so demoralised , Mr. Chiam's always
there to give me encouragement and believed me more
than me believing in myself.

A conversation I will remember for life.

Bin : Mr. Chiam , I'm a Bad student with lots of
complains and trouble .

Mr. Chiam : I don't care how other teachers think
about you but , I believe in you.

He was the only teacher that never ever gave up on
me . He kept encouraging me and was my pillar of
support whenever I needed motivation . He put in
SO MUCH faith in my product yet , I lost. I feel
like I've GREATLY disappointed him . He told me
that It's alright not to win ,there will still be
lots of opportunities .

You're the Greatest teacher I've ever had .

Thanks, Mr. Chiam


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I better stop going on cause
my tears just keep flowing.

Alright! now the Good part,

I'VE GOT A JOB!

It's $6.50/hr.
$78/day.
$156/public holidays.

It's located at Chai Chee Techno Park.
So freaking near to my place and a direct bus.

Started my UN-official *Training* Day , today.
Justin and I were paid $26 to do nothing then
after realising so , they FLOODED us with TONS
of things to remember , note , do.

The Job's not physically tiring but
MENTALLY EXHAUSTING! *Super tired now!*

I'm gonna' find another part-time job cause
I can only work 4 days per week . I'm BLOODY
thankful to GRC - Mr. Henry Tan & Mei Hua for
getting me this awesome job!

Anyway for the Jobless souls out there , Try

Global Recruitment Consultancy Pte Ltd.
14 Genting Road
#02-02 The Blue Building
S( 349475 )
Tel. 63492426
Fax. 68441823
Email. HR@GRConsultancy.com

- Ask for an interview first
* Bring Along Your I/C *

- Be polite!
* First Impression matters a lot! *

- ALL THE BEST!

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When I was Really Really Sad these 2 Awesome
people came to my 'Damsel' rescue .

I'm SUPER-UBER-BER thankful to them!

MY RESCUE TEAM! LOVE THEM!


Garrick - Having to give in to me a lot,
taking care of me.

Xiaomin - Sacrificing here sleep time
to go out with me.

P/S : Thanks really a lot!

THE HOODIE TRIO!


AWESOME 4YERS CHILDHOOD BUDDY! THE PORK!


GARRICK , THE AWESOME SINGER/BROTHER!

P/S : I'm Jealous!

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Simply to many to blog about them!
I guess I'm gonna end here . Work's @ 7am
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Labels: Strike when the Iron is hot

Who do you think you are?

- Some kinda' superstar? please be happy
people bother to even look at you.

Do you not know how bloody disgusting you are?

- You're no longer the girl I salute in fact each time
I think about your life I no longer pity you , I look
terribly down on you .

On account on the years of friendship , asked you out
and what the fuck you did?

- Sniff Ice in a public staircase in front of
Xm and I.

- Smacking Ketamin in the Cinema.

- Gossiping about me just because I can't tolerate
your not exciting "Fairy tales"

- Irritating people with your
" why are people staring at me "

- Acted as if you were so concern but you
were behind my back talking about me.

You said I were a normal person TRYING to act abnormal?
Oh well , tell me how abnormal am I .

- Cause I don't take drugs?

- Cause I don't sleep with people ?

- Cause I have more respect for myself?

- Cause I don't repeat my "fairy tales" to people?

- Cause I don't open my legs to anyone?

- Cause I love my mother?

- Cause I appreciate my family?

- Cause I don't make use of my dearest friends/friends?

P/S : If I were to carry on listing , 100 entries wouldn't
be enough .

*BREAKING NEWS! If you have any of the mentioned symptoms mentioned above , YOU'RE ABNORMAL!*

P/P/S : I would be praying that you live pass 21 , DAILY.

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For the past 2 days I've been hanging out with Garrick
and he's a SUPER AWESOME friend! Along with Xiao-min
The 3 of us caught the movie " WILD CHILD " yesterday
and crashed the KTV located @ Simpang Bedok the day
before . It was awesome totally AWESOME!

P/S : Yes , It was 4 of us but , I don't regard the last one.

P/P/S : I'm really thankful to the both of you!

Xiao-min , I'm really thankful for your accompany recently
and I'm sorry If it was me that caused you and Branden to
break-up. Don't be sad , you deserve way better than that
petty thing. I'm glad you stood by/for me so many times!

F.Y.I - Branden controls Xm's life and It is Jealous of me
for reasons under the sun .

Garrick bro , Thanks for the movie treats and the awful dinner.
Knew you for less than a week and I find that you're a Great!
person to hang-out and to confide . To me , you're like my
substitute brother and nothing otherwise. I'm really thankful.

Comments Ignored.

Phoebe , You're always like a sister to me though we aren't
close anymore but I'm grateful to have known you and probably
hang out any sooner?


P/S : Photos will be updated really soon , as soon as
Garrick uploads the pictures into his com .

Valerina must be having lots of fun at New Zealand now
luckily I was thick-skinned enough to deliver to X'mas
card to her before she left for NZ . Enjoy yourself bitch!

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I will be blogging probably today or tomorrow depending
on how fast Garrick takes to upload/send me the photos
and how soon I take to label the photos.

Cheers people , Cheers .

Stay tuned to Binblock.blogspot.com

Labels: You disgust the every shit out of me

Finally that crazy woman's test/exams
are OVER! . After so friggin' long , I met
up with that thing *as mentioned above*

Yeah, I'm Super-uber-ber HAPPY!
so many days I've been trapping myself
at home flipping and flipping.

-Cutting The Crap-

We went to watch ....

The Day The Earth Stood Still

2 Thumbs-up
Ratings : 4.5/5
Moral of The Show : SAVE THE FUCKING EARTH.

Anyway it's just an awesome show , do catch it this
weekend .Trust me , A "no-regret watching" Show!

Immediately after the show Val and I Ran out of the
Cinema cause , It was bloody cold and her jaw was like
shaking Literally and my tummy was like vibrating .
*Quoted from Hearmesayboo.blogspot.com* After a Fag ,
We Hopped to STARBUCKS to grab a cup of warm coffee
for Val and a cup of Iced tea for me ;) Val called me
an Idiot for doing so , So mean right?yeah She's crazy.

Starbucks Frenzy ,






After which We cam-whored at not any GLAMOROUS
place but the back alley of Suntec's unknown tower -.-
Well , nice pictures we've gotten but many interrupted
by Fuck-tards that never seen people taking pictures
in their lives.Like C'mon is it really weird to see
Cute people like me taking pictures? *Being BHB here*

Anyway , Thanks Sister really really so much!
I felt so much better today and I'm really gonna'
miss you alot when you're away . Sadly we haven't
been hanging out much lately but , Enjoy yourself!

P/S : Remind your mother to not lose the Cam again.

P/S/S : We must hang-out again when you return.

Valerina's Frenzy ,





Random Frenzy ,




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And That's Probably all for Today cause ,
I'm really tired now *As Usual* but , I'm
most-likely gonna do a Post about my Mother REALLY SOON .
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Thank you so much =)

Labels: soon to come

It's been 3 weeks
and during this 3weeks I've been

Sending Resumes ,
Making calls ,
Searching the Newspaper ,
Going down various places for interviews

Conclusion , all I've done to no avail.

It's really really life-less to keeping doing
the same things over and over again. Each day
the first thin I do when I wake up is to flip
thru the Newpaper then buy the straits times
and flip flip then call and call.

No-life uh?
So I guess I will just wait.
I'm sure out of the "close to"
14agencies I've visited , one would
give me a job? Typical timing now
most of the N-level students must have
taken up the job vacancies so yeah.

Once again I lost all mood in blogging.

Labels: stab me twice

Are you Hating yourself?
Are you Feeling low about yourself?
Are you Despising yourself?
Are you Against yourself?
Are you Feeling Hopeless?
Are you Irritated with yourself?
Are you Feeling Fucked-up?
Are you Mad at yourself?

WELL , I AM.



I can't Stand it! Each freaking time I see people(teens)
in particular being so successful on Television I get
so Fucking Jealous!I even feel Inferior to them It's
like am I that "Nothing" to compare with them?

I've Given-up hope in many of my dreams already.
To be frank , here are my dreams

#1) Singer

#2) Actor

#3) Model

AND YES! MY DREAMS ARE CRASHED!
Am even A fuck-tard to dream this far



WHY?

Cause , I'm sick and tired of being given False
hope and waiting.I got fucking scammed by a Fucking
Prominent Agency once and THAT'S ENOUGH.

What's the Point of sending me twice for an Audition
when the likelihood of me clinching the Assignment are
Peanut Chances? You probably wanna make my $399 worth-
while so It doesn't appear to me like a Fake Company?

P/S : I'm Emo today so pardon me for that.

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50% of my EMO-blockesity came from what happened TODAY.
Well you wanna know what I did today?

#1) Visit *More Than* <10 Recruitment Agency

#2) Fill-up *More Than* <10 Resume Applications

#3) Cover the WHOLE of International Plaza

#4) Got pissed by Jason *AGAIN*

#5) Notice SO MANY of my friends around me WORKING

Here Am I Wasting my Fucking Life away ,
There my friends are working their time away.

Anyway , I think I've just lost the mood to blog
any longer . No worries I would be fine!
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Labels: Stab me now

Just when you thought/think the Financial
Crisis affects only the working adults you
were/are WRONG!

Teenagers like me and probably most of you
are affected too!DAMN , It takes/took forever
for me to get a friggin' job.

BIN : Jason got job not?

Jason : HUH?! Don't have leh , I very busy now
have I will inform you one.

BIN : Ok lor.. * Sadly *

#1 ) You don't have jobs/job on hand

#2 ) always busy?

Seriously , If you don't have jobs on hand then ,
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU BUSY? The agent cost me to
lose my job and I don't care he has to be fucking
Responsible for that.

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I've indeed been away for a long long period of time.
Well , I was stranded at Yishun for like a week long.
Staying overnightS then returning home only early morning
and when I reached home all I could do was to bathe and
wait for "AH CAI" to fetch me back to YISHUN

What Was I Doing @ Yishun?

Basically , It was the annual Temple celebration my family
temple held so I went to help out.

Why Did I Go To Help?

Believe It or not , I believed that I owe many things to
the gods and Yeah To me this is the only time I can repay
the gods every year.

Who Was There?

My entire family . Including the Piece of pork/bloody fucker
that chased my grandfather out of HIS own house.
* Oh , He didn't do anything *

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The feeling of being Jobless really suck.
It's like day and night I've been worrying if
I would get a job or not.

Apart from relying on the agent I've done my part
EVERYDAY , I've been buying THE newpaper & Strait times
and always the same section (CLASSIFIED) I'm sick and
tired of doing this shit over and over again.

C'mon tell me , Wont you get sick of seeing the
same shit same layout OVER and OVER again?
It's fucked up!

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Really pissed off now , Mom's being like a crazy bitch.
I clearly remember the things I told her and when I told
her those things. She always don't give a fuck about whatever
I said/told her. That feeling suck and many times because
of this issue she lost my stuffS.

I can't stand being trapped at home not only It's hell
, I can't stand staying home with a crazy bitch and crazy
people finding fault with me.

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Sorry for the long "disappear"
Well I back now , so please
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Labels: so sick

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-United Colours of Benneton POLO
-T-shirts!(S)
-Levi's jeans!
-Pet Chinchilla;)
-Burberry Wallet
-Havaianass!!
-Red Chucks
-Canvas shoes!
-'ICE' series watch (RED) from DCP
-Lanyard From Gucci
-Still Thinking!



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