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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Sunshine after the rain?
5:33 PM  I'm glad things came to an understanding and My best friend and I are still Best-friends! I would say if *People* don't understand the situation or anything they should just keep their comments to themselves? I have been going this place in Changi where you get to see planes take-off? Each time when I go there I will pin my troubles on the wings of those planes . You guys should try going there but never-ever go there without a car cause seriously you would die getting out. I guess I've blamed myself enough and I suppose It's time I let go the guilt and get on with life.   Nothing is Imperfect, Give in to the little imperfect and things would be then perfect. Taught by Jojo. LOLS! I'm saying Jojo like as if he's a teacher well, He has been supporting me always so yeah! credits to you bro. It has been bonding sessions with Xiaomin & Phoebe and I tell you , I TOTALLY LOVE IT! *My ladies, anyway Phoebe was on the phone*  Slowly I am picking up the bits P/S : I'm always happy when you are! Oh by the way , the previous posts were for my friends so don't be crazy! Labels: SmileForMe Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Make me Unbeautiful
10:01 AM I deserved everything seriously. It was just an expression and I meant it seriously . When I blogged yesterday I didn't have the least bit of hatred please, Why do I hate when I haven't even forgiven myself . P/S : I deserve your insults. I always find it difficult to be "Plastic" and once again I seriously feel it's a miscommunication & misunderstanding. You may not wanna accept my explanation feeling disappointed but seriously this time I meant well saying that . I used "mother-fucking" to express the beyond measurements of your Devotion to someone. "go get what you deserved" Since I've hurt you so much then You should go get what you deserved which is more. I'm not the least angry with what you've said well somehow or rather I really deserve it . Heartache , Dislocated , Lost Anyway I'm moving out of all this. Yesterday I met Jojo , another one being there 365 for me! unknowingly he got dragged into the whole situation again..... oh shit! I'm gonna be late for school . Alright blog again tonight yeah. Labels: you and I Monday, May 4, 2009
Unlock the locked.
5:17 PM  Soul searching done , reflections reflected. Yes, can't deny that after all that's happened I asked for it and I seriously deserve it. I guess my time management's to be blamed? Got friends from clique , Friends from outside , Family members , School friends , People that can only be met alone ..Etc I failed to manage it well , don't dare to express certain feelings don't dare to face people don't dare to have confidence in myself. It's probably all the "don't dares" next come the "If onlys" nothing can do . I'm all set and ready to move on now that I've got no place to reside and heal my injuries anymore I need to buckle up? Bin ar Bin , Why keep thinking? Why knock your head against the wall to stop thinking? Why Scratch yourself? Why? I seriously don't know. It's not my choice to be stepping into triangles after triangles . I guess I'm just unlucky. All I needed was a pillar to hold myself , A someone to not trouble my friends. I don't deny that whenever something crops up I only have my true friends by my side. When Shameful things happened nobody once considered my feelings instead of condemning my choice. Is that what I really want? People just judge me by what others say , leaving me with no chance to let others see the true side of me. I may seem like as if I'm happy but honestly I hardly get to express my true feelings. Still , I had the 3 stars to guide me but now, the light's getting dimmer I'm losing my sight. P/S : You're one very devoted person , go get what you deserved cause you deserve the best! ;) Alright I'm going out to get some stuffs now! I guess blog entries will be more frequent now. Labels: True love never dies Saturday, May 2, 2009
Long lost,
1:39 PM Let me just put it across simply , Life was "exciting" for the past month . I can't keep up.  Betrayed , Back-stabbed and backfired. It was our promise and our trust. I supposed It's gone now? I'd rather you spill things right into my face then you blog about it or be so "Plastic" with me . Honestly , it hurts me cause like I promised you'll always be my best buddy. Sadly, Things are about to change. I wanna cry out loud so badly I wanna bleed. I'm sure you're living life better off without me? you no longer messaged me like how you do, making it a must to meet everyday? I miss the past 4 months , I've tried my ways to salvage it and I guess It needs two hands to clap? You were different from the norm , to me I told myself that one day I must bring you to Fish spa? East coast? Sentosa? cause I want you to be happy when I am. Had been at East Coast recently for the past few nights doing the frequent things we do trying to pick things up. You meant more than what you think you are. I guess I'm that fucking liar you labelled time after time? I just don't have the courage anymore to face us . People come and go but, you were never that "people" to me. P/S : I thought we promised to work things out together? Labels: You
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